Hello, I am Susie and I post on some other forums here. Iread your post and I wanted to simply tell you I am very proud of the steps you have taken. Its a very difficult thing to do to try and gain some control back once you feel every thing is out of control. Yes, I do suffer right along with you in the depression dept. I was a person that was always in control, well anillness has taken that away from me. I am still struggling with it 4 yrs later. I will say I think I have improved somewhat, but I have a long way to go.
Happy early b-day and enjoy your party.