life after pain

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Date Joined Sep 2006
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   Posted 9/16/2006 2:22 AM (GMT -6)   
If it was that way
it would be that way
holding sand leaves no room for relaxing
if I loosen my grip
would grain by grain
bring more pain
I have never tried
I can never try

anybody else feel trapped? And what am I so afraid of?

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   Posted 9/16/2006 6:16 AM (GMT -6)   

Hi ya crow, welcome to healing well we are happy to have you join us.  That was a very nice poem you have posted.  I wonder if you’re referring to physical pain or mental pain?  Regardless it is easy to get that feeling of being trapped and hopeless when you’re dealing with either one.  I do hope you post again and tell us more about yourself.  This site is a safe place to come to express your feelings without being judged, to get support and information.  These things are vital when dealing with depression.  Please do take care...


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   Posted 9/16/2006 7:05 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Crow,

Just wanted to add my welcome to you.
Please post again, we are happy to have you here and would love to know more about you.
Everyone here is very supportive.

Take care of yourself
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   Posted 9/16/2006 7:12 PM (GMT -6)   
The feeling of being trapped, is what I come down to the most. maybe its more anxiety oriented but depression has the real threat to make you sit still and abuse yourself. Does anyone else feel trapped?

I meant emotional pain. I have had alot of emotional pain for four years, I am 19 now.

So I want insight on what other victims are scared of. I got hit with depression, bad roll of the dice. I fought it. but to look back and know that i was afraid of delusional things leaves me unappreciative of my survival and not understanding of reality. I was scared of opening up. in any way. because i hated myself, my shrink said i was ego-dsytonic, meaning I got hit so early with depression i thought i was a bad person. and i didnt want to show the world my evil thoughts, so i trapped myself.

question being, how does depression limit you?
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