Hey Rianna -
I understand how you feel. Weekends are always much more difficult for me to get through than Mondays through Fridays. It seems as though when I get back to work on Monday mornings and my bosses ask me how my weekend was - I can never find anything to share. I hardly get out of the house and when I do it's only to come to the library and use the computer to talk with you all. Makes my life pretty boring compared to all of the get togethers and school functions that my bosses and co-workers have going on. :(
I also feel very lonely on Friday and Saturday nights. At my last job, several of my former co-workers would go out for a beer or get together for dinner after work on Fridays. But, even though I work with more people now, there are fewer folks to hang out with, since my new co-workers are all attached and have lots going on in their lives. It makes my life feel very empty.
I'm not sure what the answer here is Rianna. I have signed up for a TGIF Yoga class that's held on Friday evenings, so that will get me out of the house at least one night and I'm trying to find more friends. But, lately it seems like the harder I try the more desparate I come off... I hope you find a way to enjoy your Sunday evening, even if it is staying in and playing solitare! :)
BTW, are you seeing a therapist? I've found a great great one, so it's helped being able to talk to someone else about whatever is troubling me.