I'm here again. In this island of my doom. Where all I can see is darkness and all I can feel is hurt. Never thought I would be feeling this way again. This evil pain is worse and cruel than before! Way too much to bear!
He left me. Yes, he left me coz he said i never get better. He left me when I attempted suicide again last month and nearly died. He left me coz I couldn't stop cutting. He gave up on me. It hurts so much!! especially, i am the one who pushed him away! **** my BPD!
How long I can hold on... I dont have the answer myself.
Mysts, I am sorry for what your going through...but when you post you cant use foul language, even if you encode it as you did in your post. We have to keep the forums "family friendly" as there are teenagers and others that can become offended by that. So please...keep it clean...
Post Edited By Moderator (els) : 9/24/2006 7:13:06 AM (GMT-6)