You well have good days and then you will have bad days when you are depressed. As the days go on you will begin to have more good days then bad. Many people have bad thought when they have depression. I did. Just remember to never act on them. Give the meds some time to work. Remember depression is said to be one of the hardest things you will go through. But you will get past it. I useto feel guilty for not being able to as much for my children and husband. I use to feel guilty for making my husband worry about
me. Remember depresson is an illness. A serious one at that. Do not feel guilty for having it. Depression does go away. You will not live like this the rest of your life.