Posted 10/2/2006 1:33 AM (GMT -6)
i could have written that posting that he wrote....i too, am stuck in a loveless marriage but it is better than being all alone i guess although we both know we dont really love each other it is more like compansionship sex is not an issue b/c it isnt enforced or asked for on either of us part, we are just like friends living in a a common place and both waiting to grow old to leave.
i dont know waht i am doing anymore i have one son also. i try not to watch tv as i cant take it anymore, if i watch i end up taking xanax to clam me down.
waht a terrible time to be alive in this day and age i think some times.
we are still so primitive and have to resort to waring to keep inflated egos puffed up. waht about the dignity of jsut day to day living?
i at 50 have tried to give my kid 22, everythnig i did nt have so he could have a better time of it.
oh i know it could be worse, i could be living in a tent somewhere under a bridge or out in the fields of china scratching for my dinner
but usa is not all it is cracked up to be sorry i dont want to sound liek a traitor.
i was told once that you are alive to make the world a place a better place for those to come to follow behind us. i dont by it.
but what really changes, it reminds me of the old 70's song by 'we dont get fooled again' by the who, in one part of the verse the songs says 'meet the new boss, same as the old boss.''
its the same all over again. every day new tech to try to keep up wit hthe jones...the pressures of not knowing enough and being left behind.
heck 50% of the students of fl schools do not graduate...waht happenes to them?
i am tired of the day to day pressurees so i sleep too much also i would rather dream people ask me why do you sleep to much -to escape
9-02 crash w/ C-5-6-7 anterior/posterior fusion in neck w/11 screws and 4 metal plates. multilevel HNP at T & L section. FMS, PA in dec 05. on SSDI after 2.5 yr wait. sezuires, CTS, IBS ( C & D). norco, xanax, predisone shots. i dont know what else is wrong with me and neither does anyone else!!!