Well, I debated with myself all morning.... should I take the Wellbutrin? I won't.. I will...So finally the "I'll mind the doctor" won out. I took the pill about
a half hour ago, and I'm waiting to see what horrible thing will happen next. Hopefully, nothing, but I still think that I'm taking too much medicine.
It seems that I'm stable, MOST
of the time, and then I have these "relapse" times, when my depression comes back. Does that warrant adding another medication ALL the time? I have no clue. I sure don't want to be a walking ZOMBIE, as it is, I have difficulty crying many times, just from taking the one antidepressant. Oh well, sometimes I suppose you have to trust a doctor and hope they are right. I had called my therapist yesterday when I got home, and she pointed out that she was NOT an MD, but none of her patients are on this combination, and said it might be best to see the psychiatrist at her office for a second opinion, but I wouldn't be able to see him for another week... Soooooooo, I just popped the pill. I sure hope this isn't a mistake. Reading the possible side effects of combining with other antidepressants online sure isn't such a good plan... now I'm waiting for the worst to happen. I'm really praying I'll be ok, especially considering that I'm home by myself...
It's a jungle out there.....
Theme song from "Monk" by Randy Newman