hey kelley, i am also a single mom. have a dd who will be 6 in december, and a 4.5 year old boy with autism. it's hard.
i myself have chronic Lower back pain, anular tears, herniations, OA, depression/anxiety, mood swings (severe), fatigue, fibromyalgia, lupus, spinal stenosis, and most recently, cancer for which i am receiving radiation.
i get no support from my ex husband, and cannot find him to even fight. i am too tired to fight. i feel bad that i can't take care of my kdis i wouldlike to. i am so very sad, crying all the time. i sometimes wonder what my purpose here is. i don't want to end it, i want my life back. i want to be happy and enjoy my kids.
i am a nurse who can't work but one day a week (to pay insurance) because of the physical demands. i have bils piled up, collectorscalling,the works. i wish i could just get better. i am trying to get approvedf or disability.
i am sorry this is scattered, i just wanted to say you are not alone. i wish i knew a single mom around here i could confide in. i wish i could just be healthy and take care of my two precious kidsl. i feel so gad
oxycontin 40mg TID, msir 30mg tid, effexor xr 150mg daily, royal jelly, MVI, folic acid, depakote (migraines), lipitor for cholesterol (600), maxalt for migraines, xanax/ativan for anxiety, ambien/lunesta/rozerem for insomnia. too many other meds too count right now. i have a whole box of em.
DDD, SLE, asthma, depression, anxiety, chronic LBP, herniated discs L2-S1, connective tissue disease, OP, migraines, plantar fasciitis.
meds: Oxycontin 40mg q 8h, MSIR 30mg TID PRN, albuterol, cymbalta, xopenex, maxalt, depakote, singulair, celebrex.