do you live with your mom? Will your dad be there for you while you are in treatment?
My son who is now 16 has bi-polar and Adhd. He was bad for awhile,going as far as taking a baseball bat and trying to hit me,all because I woke him up for school. Now,he has his own car,has a good job,and his getting straight A"s in school. He started different meds,and found a great counsler. So,there is light at the end of the tunnel my friend. I never thought I would see him at this stage in life,I quite frankly thought he would be in juvi before he was 15.
The morning of the baseball bat,I took him to the hospital because I was scared of him. I had to watch them strap my son down to a bed,and take him to a treatment center. Then I had to go see him everyday for a week and listen and watch him cry for me to take him home. the night he got home,he was so angry that I had put him there that he held me down and tried to strangle me.
It was bad,and it could have gotten worse. But Thank God it didn't.
Please do not give up hope,talk to the doctor,see if they can force your mom to be there...you need someone.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia