Hi Crystal -- so very glad you reached out here. You simply must NOT hide, avoid, isolate & alienate. Depression can be fatal. You must continue to seek help. Please do get a psychiatrist. Do not worry about
your ex finding out. It is completely confidential. Talk to the therapist about
these fears first if you need to . I saw the Oprah show today. I thought it was EXCELLENT. I grieve what happened to those 2 little girls. Once, a while back a man admitted on this forum that he was having homicidal thoughts toward his Brother. I pray that he took everyones advice and got help. The mind should not be underestimated. It is a very powerful organ and depression left untreated can turn into psychosis. Please get yourself to a talk therapist and a doctor who can prescribe you anti-d's. If you are pregnant then you should talk to a psychiatrist about
it and if you are not, you really should take care of YOU before you have another child. I know it is none of my business but why are you trying to get pregnant? You have been blessed with 3 children and now you need to focus on your mental health or else there will be no "you" to take care of them. You are a very important person being their Mommy. Please talk to your friends, church, therapist, etc. There is a REASON you watched the Oprah show today. Please keep posting. Let us know your progress.
DX: chronic migraine, cervical degeneration, depression/anxiety
RX: Wellbutrin, Lexapro, Soma, Immitrex
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