ShynSassy -- a couple of things come to mind. Have you ever researched "depersonalization/derealization?" If not, do a google search on it. It is VERY COMMON for people who suffer from anxiety. Are you seeing a talk therapist to work through your feelings of being molested? The vivid memories might be a form of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. You should go see a therapist to get a proper diagnosis and allow him/her to help you close this chapter in your life. It will never be "erased" from your memory but with help you can work through it and discover ways to cope with those feelings.
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