first off simon, your going to far, get over it, shes done, and you seem like a sweet guy, so go find someone elce, trust me there are tons of girls out there who want a guy like you. i think if anything you just looked desperate, and girl likes the chase, if yuo were seen with a hot girl, shes probly want you more than you making tape after tape, and the bras on the turntable? not a cool thing to do, what if her mom or dad saw that? shed probly be embaressed, but dont feel bad, use the energy your putting into seeing her, into finding someone elce for you, and there is someone elce out there. if you love her and respect her as much as you seem to, respect the fact that no matter what you ever do, shes not happy with you for whatever reason (that probably doesnt have anything to do with you, its just her own trip), so just let her go and be happy, let her have a great stress free life and honor her memory that way, instead of trying to hurt her more, because weather you want to or not, your probably stressing her out and making her feel bad because she probably cares deeply for you too, just differently now. so let her live her life herself, and let her have ahappy life, and if you do that, im sure youll see, itll make your life happyer as well
well good luck :)
~~~~~~TO NICKY (COQUITLAM..)
i was just noticing the name you have beside there, and i used to live in coquitlam, in BC, do you mean coquitlam the city?
Post Edited (josey) : 12/7/2006 1:44:57 AM (GMT-7)