It's Rainey! My life is in turmoil. I Hate my life. My husband is going to go off again. It's written all over his face and I can hear it in his voice. I know, I keep walking on egg shells hoping they won't break. I feel so alone and afraid of him.
His moods have been changing over the past couple of days and I'm climbing the walls. I feel like I'm trapt and don't know what to do.
I have not been able to take the meds that the doctor prescribed for me only one does because the very next day after I took the first dose I got sick. Called the doc, she said to wait 1 week and try again although she thought I caught a bug that is going around, plus 1 dose would not be enough to help me anyway.
I know what I have to do but am so unsure of myself. I got married when I was 17 years old and my husband is all I know. I don't even know where to begin. My mind is so mixed up with all different kinds of emotions. Oh my god please help me!