erliz and anyone else who may have read my deleted post,
sorry, i let my mental illness out for a run. i sincerely appologise for my actions and for anything it may have trighgered in you. i had back surgery a few days ago and my pain level on a scale of 1 to 10 is at about an 11. the pain pills i was prescribed aren't working. yes, i am angry with the world right now. this, too, shall pass.
by the way, i am 60 yrs old and, yes, the childhood abuse still hangs on. usually it's sound is so faint i can't hear it and concentrae on the more beautiful things in life and in the world.
again, i was out of line and offer my sincere appologies.