Hi hollygo, I wanted to welcome you to Healing Well forum, we are most happy to have you join us here. I very much understand your situation...and how difficult it is to live with others who just dont understand depression. My ex-husband didnt understand and had no desire to learn a thing about
it. Dont get me wrong here our divorce wasnt because of my depression but it did have a small part in it.
My suggestion would be try to educate those you live with. I will leave you some links to print out if you wish. Second perhaps some counseing between you and your soon to be husband would be a good idea. Depression is not something that is going to go away and he is going to have to be sympethic and understand towards your feelings not just now but in the future.
I do hope you can find someone to chat with...it is difficult with everyone being on differant time zones and differant countries. Please do continue to post though. Take care.