Hi rainey, I am sorry that you are in the position that you are in and I am also sorry that you feel that we have negated your posts in anyway. That was never our intent. We dont live in your shoes and no matter how many of us may of been battered or beatten in the past it still doesnt compare to what your going through. We are not hear to judge and if you took it that way then I am truly sorry.
Of course, our concern is for your safety. There is nothing we can do to help your situation other then offer advice and suggestions and hope that you take them to heart and at the end of the day are safe.