I'm not doing well. On top of having severe shoulder/neck pain, I was feeling a wee bit better on Sunday and took my dog to the dog park. I was sitting on the ground, leaning against a chain link fence and for some weird reason a dog comes up right next to me and starts to poop! I jumped up and ran away in horror. I strained my low back. It's VERY BAD. I believe it is sciatica as it locked up on me and I have been having cramps/aching/throbbing down my legs.
Yesterday, I heard from the company that I had hoped to get an offer from. They said "they are going forward with other candidates." I've obsessed over this but it's OVER. I will never really know what happened. All that I know is that the Manager was going to make me an offer on Friday and as I sat there waiting for 1 hour- something went down.
I am in so much pain - inside & out. I am broken.
If you don't hear from me, I probably went to the mental health hospital. okay?
Keep up the fight and look UP for help.