Dear els, thank you so much for your note, it was very supportive to me and I do feel better now to be able to use this site. It is amazing to me the survival skills that we are able to use to get through so many bad and painful experiences. It was very touching to me that I heard from you. Thank you again.
Hi RedJeep, I am hoping you are feeling a bit better this afternoon. What is CD, chronic depression, chemical dependency? I have not been sleeping which is not good and for the past few nights have been looking at the clock after 1:00. I slept until just a few moments ago and that is good. I was surprised to read your note so early in the morning. I know that so many medications have different side effects and you need to try whatever combination will work and that takes time sometime, for me, it took many months. Finally, I am happy with the regime. I may not be "happy" but you know what I mean. Yesterday I felt very out of it and that may be due to not sleeping and now that I think of it, it probably was. Do you work? Some of the things I talk about may be things you already mentioned and I am going to take notes so that I can remember what you said. That is a horrible memory isn't it ? I wonder how much is due to meds, illness or fibromyalgia. I have to write notes all the time to remember things, what about you? Well, I will check the site later since my coffee is done and will chat then. Life is good and I need to remember that. Enpointe