Again thanks everyone for your support.
I was feeling pretty good yesterday evening as I was reading everyone's replies and stories, but for some reason around 11pm I started crying uncontrollably and felt this intense fear of everything.
Though I am uneasy with taking meds again because I tend to get terrible migraines I think I will definitely look into it because I know I need to be stablized.
This weekend I am going to a friend's parents house in the country to kind of get away from the city. I hope my mind can get some rest so I can jump back into job-hunting and going to job fairs next week.
I just need to remind myself that I can survive this.