So happy you got away rainey... :))
Perfectly understandable about the anxiety and nightmares..you have been thru sooo much nonsense and pain!
Wondering if meds and counselling could be an option just now to help you get thru the next chapter in your life.
You are a survivor! Well done!
Next thing we know you will have written a book telling of your ordeal and survival...and you will be rich, rich, rich lol :)))