To cut a long story short i have been ill for sometime now with recurring infections, fatigue, muscular and joint pain, and my doctors cannot find anything wrong with me. Being ill 95% of the time means i am stuck in the house on my own, my friends have abondoned me coz im no fun anymore and i cannot do the things i used to love doing. I feel extremely isolated and lonely and feel as if there is no point in me getting out of bed. I am not on any anti depressants as my doctor is reluctant to precribe them. I have no intentions of harming myself but i am finding it very difficult to see the point of my life, i often cry for hours for no reason and afterwards feel numb. Does anyone else feel like this because right now i feel so alone.
Kerry, I have often felt like you do...alone and hopeless. Antidepressants can make a big difference, and if I were you I'd find a doctor or psychiatrist who will prescribe them. Good luck to you.