I just want to scream.........

New Topic Post Reply Printable Version
[ << Previous Thread | Next Thread >> ]

Regular Member

Date Joined Sep 2006
Total Posts : 122
   Posted 1/19/2007 4:53 PM (GMT -6)   
I am so fed up with everything.  I am fed up with life in general.  I just want to scream.  I saw the therapist that is working with my husband and I today and she could see that I felt completely and totally defeated by the system and by life in general.  She asks me "what do I need?"  The answer is I don't know.  I don't know anymore.  Everything hurts, especially emotionally.  I'm constantly exhausted.  But to express myself I feel like a whiner because it's the same old same old.  I just don't know what to do anymore....  I am lost and frustrated.  Everything is so hard.  I see my doctor on the 30th and I'm going to explore going on sick leave again and see what he thinks.  But I'm afraid of going on sick leave cause of the short fall of money and I'm not sure if we'll be able to keep my daughter in subsidized daycare where she's very happy.   Anyways, I have to get going.  I don't want to miss my bus tonight.  I just thought it might help to get this off my chest.  Not sure it did.  But thanks for listening anyways...
 It would be easier to tell people I have cancer than it is to tell them I am severely depressed.....

Regular Member

Date Joined Jan 2007
Total Posts : 35
   Posted 1/19/2007 6:07 PM (GMT -6)   

Well I just got through having a huge cry over feeling defeated and trampled on by life, so under how frustrating it is to feel so alone and lost.

It's okay to express how bad things are...I don't see it as whining but just being honest and letting some of the pain out.

I hope that things do get better though.

Veteran Member

Date Joined Jan 2004
Total Posts : 550
   Posted 1/19/2007 7:22 PM (GMT -6)   
 I am right in there with you guys.So lonely and defeated right now,in a house with a husband thats leaving soon...A good scream would be a great release...Please take care and feel better.I'm working on it and hope you will too.It always helps to talk... :-)
I use to have a handle on life ,But it broke!!!!

New Topic Post Reply Printable Version
Forum Information
Currently it is Monday, August 20, 2018 1:12 PM (GMT -6)
There are a total of 2,994,777 posts in 328,167 threads.
View Active Threads

Who's Online
This forum has 161296 registered members. Please welcome our newest member, prana_1111.
298 Guest(s), 11 Registered Member(s) are currently online.  Details
Krane7149, netsavy006, Michael_T, sebreg, pca_newbie, Handyman123, sierraDon, InTheShop, kit49, F8, fjdrill