Yes you did Smiler, and I appreciate it. It's been a rough six months, and since his death was unexpected it's been hard. I'm tired, and I'm tired of people telling me to be positive. I try to stay positive, but why can't some people just let me mourn and be sad? And if I mention my UC, someone has to say, "Well, everyone has something." Why can't they just say I'm sorry you aren't feeling well today? My GP said she was glad I came in to see her and request a counseling appointment. It's gotten to the point to where I just want to sleep and make things go away. But I keep plodding along. And Els you are right, it's like a hole you can't quite get out of and I try to see the light too. I guess I feel like the rest of the world is still moving on, but I can't seem to right now.
Remicade - will have my 15th infusion on February 1.
Imuran - 100 mgs....taken before bedtime
Vitamin B-12/Biotin, Probiotics
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