Omg honey I am so sorry. I know that surgery is very scary. But,My ex husband had major back pain all of the time. And he finally broke down and let them do the surgery. He said he had never felt better after that. Plus,as I am sure your doctor told you if you let something like that go on,then it could get alot worse right?
I guess I would look at the future and believe in your doctors.
I am sure your husband will be very supportive for you....he is probably the best person to talk to about this.
Plus,think about all of the love and attention you will get after the surgery!!! You can order breakfast in bed and watch someone else clean your house while you watch tv ;) (just trying to make you smile!)
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