Thanks for the replies. Right now I'm kinda down again, I have the flu. So just something else to kick me while I"m down.
I think my motivations would be(if I ever get to where I can do them) would be to finish school and become a nurse, my dream, work, be a successful, contributing member of society, eventually become a wife and a mom. Thats all I want, but I want it being someone who is well, happy, and content.
Contentment....thats all I want.
To answer your ??'s I have several illnesses, and randomly get new ones. I have one great doc, the rest have all given up on me. I am on some meds, Lexapro,Klonopin,trazodone(doesn't work), and a lot of PRN meds for migraines, non-epileptic seizures and some other stuff. I'm just tired of depending on meds...plus i've built a huge tolerance to most meds.
I'm rambling now....
My goal for next week, after getting over the flu, is go to my local Tech. College and buy a book to study for the entrance test to apply for LPN school. Hopfully pass the test, and start school in the fall. I really want this to happen, so pray it does if its God's will for me.
thanks for all the support.