I was talking to my mom, and I asked her "can you even remember how long its been since I felt good...?"...."Years". I'm 21 and can't remember good days. They are just childhood memories to me.
I was walking down the hall and got the sudden urge to do a cartwheel, I didn't, I can't. Physically is the main reason, but I miss those times when i was happy and just did a speratic cartwheel, not a care in the world.
Right now its 1:30(still early in my wait for sleep), my legs cramp, I have the flu, and all I have for tomorrow is another day of sleep, bad TV, and sitting watch my life past away.
It should be this way.
DX-Migraines:Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome:Kidney stones: IBS:Ulcers:Depression/Anxiety:Non-Epileptic Seizures:Buldging Disc:Joint pain
Surgeries- two jaw surgeries, appendectomy, numerous lap. surgeries, cyst removal
Meds: Lexapro 20mg, Klonopin 1mg, Trazodone 50mg
(PRN- Imitrex INJ, Pherergan, Stadol NS, DiaStat, Rantidine, Zanaflex)
May God give you a reason to smile today, an extra reason to laugh, and bring joy to your soul.