Same boring story this end Im now taking 75mg dosulepin and fybrojel drinks in case irritable bowel,
went too docs wensday told him about
pains still in joints and upper and lower back,Stomache and very frequent toilet he said he will try get me too see stomache specialist but it could be the meds which I have been taking for 4 weeks,I even went for HIV test all clear phew ,
I ache just too do anything time too change docs maybe,
also got results from sleep clinic not much really just that I wake sub conscially 30 times a nite. Still waiting too see counsellor 4 weeks now great hey,
Anyway I was that fed up went too see my parents after a chat, I was going too get some shopping as I wallked pass the pub feeling really down I went in and met some so called friends and stayed 3 to 4 hours came home tipsy and had row with wife not about
pub dont know why probably because I feel I am a loser, Anyway she hit me a few times I did not retaliate honest, now the stupid bit I went and got my old meds setraline100mg and took 3 with 2 dosulepin and glass of red wine was going too take more but thought of daughter etc .Felt ok at first then drowsy went too bed for 2 days not good behaviour
me and wife ok though
shes just sick of me being ill and moaning but I cant take much more neither can she.
still not worked since nov 21 2006 I am so down I love my family but im even dreading my 12 year daughter who I adore being off next week for half term first because I like peace at the moment, and also she will take over pc sorry sounds selfish but its my lifeline and no money too treat her While wife will be at work,.
Sorry im going on sorry
JUST DONT KNOW WHERE TOO TURN
take care all tony VIEW IMAGE
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