Posted 2/14/2007 1:41 PM (GMT -6)
Everyone has a right to complain no matter what there situation. Even people who have everything they could ever wish for, will still be unhappy inside, and can even get lower than my level of happiness. Living with what I have has made me so much stronger, and I'm dealing with things a lot better than I used to. You sound you've had a lot of problems yourself, and have every right to be feeling as down as you do.
Once they can start treating my health issues I'll probably be fine and dandy, and once I get a grip on things i'll be all happy, and my old self, just with a few problems in the way. Things are sent to try us I guess, and depression is one of the biggest tests I've ever had to face.
It doesn't help when your having such bad experiances with your medication, and I'm really struggling for things to suggest for you. Even with my huge education on medications, I'm not up on anti-depressants. Perhaps I should research, now I have all this spare time.
If you need someone to talk to, you can always chat to me. My Msn should be hiding somewhere on my profile.
Try not to cut any medications that maybe helping you health wise. Even if it's just vitamins. From experiance I've found, the better your feeling in yourself, the better your mind will feel, and it will be less stressed out.
Take care, and hope things work themselves out