I haven't visited for many months sorry I miss you all
my last post was about
being able to go back to work (long story) I managed to come to work in the morning on time, and leave on time, and I am no longer a temp I'm perminant, this is the 8th month I have received salary.
Thing are going great so far, but I am on very heavy meds >< . I have a tendassy to fall asleep at work, just for 10 seconds then I wake up and get out of the room goto a window smoke a cigarete to try and change the atmosphere here and maybe stop being so sleepy. It's sad I have become like this.
Also , I had problems at concentrating at something, like a book to read, for instance a book related to my work, which I'm supposed to read it and get certified. I duno why but every time I concentrate I start thinking about
something else, something other than work. so boss is angry about
my performance. ><
I'll visit my doctor in the next few months I usualy meet him every 6 months
Anyone here had these problems? do you think its the meds that make me do these things, I dont know ><
I heard bubgle gum is pretty effective, i sort of hate these things though.
I think I am better, but in general i'm very lazy wheather it is work or outside work. if I have nothing planed for the evening , i just sleep early at 8PM, wake up @4 and just sit there till my family wakes up and we have breakface and I go to work
I feel that the way I am doing it, feels like a routeen based life. I can't get out of it because I am so used to it
what I like to do to fill my time is to play games on my PC. I spend 4-5 hours on that usually, but I don't do it every day. just weekend usually and monday etc.
To be or not to Be
Post Edited (Akram) : 2/15/2007 2:15:54 AM (GMT-7)