Depression sends everything into lymbo. Your feelings,your cravings,it makes your muscles hurt.
There is nothing "normal" about
depression,but there are somewhat "normal" symptoms.
here is a link that I found with some good information:www.mayoclinic.com/health/depression/DS00175/DSECTION=2
One important thing is that a major sign of depression is not enjoying things that you used too.
It sounds like your feelings towards your boyfriend fits into that catagory.
Talking to your boyfriend about
what is going on with you I think would be something that you really need to do.
Just explaining to him that you have no idea what is going on,but trying to explain to him how you feel.
I know it is hard. Talking to someone about
what is going on inside of you when you don't know why,or even what you are feeling. Everyday is a different feeling,and you are very confused.
Keep in touch with your doctor,and please post here. I found that this site is a great place to talk to people that have been through what I have.