Sorry i haven`t been in for a while but bening so run down i came down with the flu and am only now just beginging to pick up again .Hubby and myself went away for a couple of days but i just feel i`m loosing the connection we had it`s just not the same or am i just expecting things to remain the same am i wrong in doing this i`m not sure .But i sat in the car with him for about
three hours and he hardly said a word to me .
Just before we left i ran into My sons partener and had the oppertunity to speak to her but whether it will get back to michael i have no idea she said he won`t have anything to do with us .
Why does life seem so darn hard all the time that nothing ever seems to go to plan as we hoped .
Now to make matters worse i have to wait another month to see them at the cancer clinic as they had a few problems and mine and 200 othe appointments had to be postponed it`s just one thing afer another .