Restless you are not a pain so please don't think you are. Everyone here just wants to help you to get well. You have to really want to help yourself and get well to start this healing process so having a bit of determination is a good thing. Thats what helped me.
I have been where you are so I know how you are feeling right now but I promise you that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Take care and keep in touch. We just want to help you and see you well again.
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