Hi Napaj...I cannot even begin to imagine what you and your children must be going thru on a daily basis..but this much I will say - it's truly time to put the brakes on and take control of your life! There would be no shame in dialling an emergency number when things get out of hand again..eg. throwing couches around etc. - this is Not acceptable behaviour from anyone - sick or not - and especially when you have small children around! Shy has given you great advice..plz seek medical help and possibly hospital intervention for your husband ASAP!
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