I'm back, and I'm grateful that my mom is letting me post here again. Ever since I left healingwell, I went spiraling downwards. Just when things seemed to be getting better, everything falls apart again and I can't keep up with it. It's confusing, because no matter what, I keep thinking those past thoughts about me being weak, worthless, and all out failure. Those thoughts are always on my mind, and to make it worse, I've been having migranes left and right. It's so frustrating.