Hi! I am 26 and KNOW I AM DEPRESSED AND HAVE ALMOST ALL MY LIFE. Sad but true.
I have a beautiful DD and a wonderful partner, not sure for how much longer but......I went through a hell of a DIVORCE and it tore me down so emotionally plus my abusive childhood.
I am so sad, angry, lost and confused. My DP is a military man, we realized after alot of debate and trying there is nothing I can do to be with him. NOTHING, he wont and cant get out of the military, he has been in WAY TOO LONG and I can not leave my DD with her DAD. SO.....Where does that leave us, BROKEN EMPTY HEARTS and a tough decision.
Lately all we do is fight and it really started when we started to realize that we were going to be faced with not being together anymore due to our circumstances.
I have never been so in love, secure, loved, comfortable in my life. This man is my heart, soul and everything to inlcude my best friend.
The pain I am going through right now is so unbearable, I am not sure how to deal with anything.
I went from being molested by a step-dad, to mom staying with this man, to an alcholic family to a VERY LONG HARD divorce. I deserve happiness and I found him and I personally thought I found it. I felt better than I am in SO MANY YEARS.
My DD is my rock, if it wasnt for her.....Well Im not sure how I would deal in general....
SOMEONE HELP ME FIGRUE OUT WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO HANDLE THIS PLEASE!!!