I started taking Wellbutrin and find it so much better than most of the SSRI's. On Celexa, it did ease my anxiety, but I was so "unanxious" that I was wanting to sleep all day, absolutely no energy. It was very hard on my son. I feel so guilty about it, but the poor little guy wasn't even getting out to the park on a nice day.
I will be thinking of you; I know how you feel only too well. And isn't it sad that even though I think my meds are working, I'm worried that I'm being "tricked" and that it's just a temporary respite. Just have to keep up hope, I guess.