You really are going thru a rough patch scotsgal..poor u
When you go to the doc you must tell him how you are feeling - exactly like you have just told us..if you are on meds they may need adjusting - if you are not on meds, maybe it is an option you could consider - just to get you over this bad time. Not sleeping and feeling down and dull are classic signs of depression - I should know having been there and done that at various times in my life.
Is it possible that your relationship is really over with your boyfriend..and that maybe it is time to move on but you are afraid to go it alone?
Keep posting and let us know how you get on with your appts.
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