Hi everyone. Just another moan from me. Hardly had any sleep last night and woke up this morning feeling so dull and down :( I don't understand this atall!! I just want to cry.I feel a teensy bit better now it is 9:52 am but I still don't feel good! There is not a day passes where I feel good all day without any of these awful feelings dominating my day. This horrible feeling towards my boyfriend still hasn't gone! Sorry for going on about it all the time but I don't have a clue where it stems from or why it won't die down! On top of all this my moods feel weird, I feel like I don't have some emotions well any, I feel numb and I don't enjoy anything I used to anymore for instance I went out clubbing with my best friend the other night and I didn't enjoy myself, I went out for a nice meal with my bf y/day and I didn't enjoy it. Its like whenever or no matter what I do I think back to the situation and my happiness and enjoyment seem missing from it, they are replaced with this horrible down feeling that won't leave me alone! I don't know why this started, why me? I have the docs and my councillor tomorrow, but I don't feel I'm progressing atall. I don't actually realise how rubbish I feel until I start writing and it all comes pouring out. I feel some sort of horriblr feeling towards my bf, like I dunno how to describe it, its like nothing about him makes me happy anymore. I really don't want to feel like this towards him atall, I want us to be happy again. 'I' want to be happy again. I just snapped over nothing and my world has been like this everyday! How do I get rid of this, I don't feel I can go on much longer??