Grrrrrrrrr i feel really really down today, i havent had much sleep the past couple of days and when i do sleep its none stop nightmares
I finally fell asleep at 6am this morning after drinking alot to send me to sleep then my alarm went off at 7am i got to work and i only mentioned that i was tired and it all kicked off, i was told to go home and sort myself out, said they sick of me bein moody! i have to go back at 2pm for when it gets busy. They have had enough of me apparently - but its not all my fault, i care for my nan who has Alzheimers so she is forever ringing me to pop home from work to do this n that.
Past couple of days iv been feeling really down, bad thoughts are forever going through my mind i dont think i can take much more, i doubt not eating is helping, i cant remember the last time i actually ate something!
To make things worse someone from my past is ringing me none stop, nasty calls but he is crafty he uses a different number or withholds it.
Grrrrrrrrr i hate life !!!
sorry i had to let it out somehow, i just feel so crap!