I wanted to welcome all of you to the board and I hope you continue posting.
I need to add one thing that struck me on both of your posts.
Your b/f's are saying that they can't be happy for both of you.. that does not mean they are giving up and wanting to walk away. That just means they want you to get better and have no idea how to help you.
It is very frustrating for both people involved when one is suffering from depression. We as depressants ask quite a bit from our other halves,and sometimes we just expect them to understand and get upset when they don't. Well,they can't understand if we don't tell them what is going on.
That is the same with going to the doctor. You have got to tell them what is going on so they can treat you properly.
Don't be scared about
seeing the doctor as when you are done, you are going to feel so relieved.
Good Luck to both of you and keep us posted.
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