feel like crying time...again.

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   Posted 4/1/2007 11:32 AM (GMT -6)   
hello everyone,
just need to vent!
Woke up with that same dodgy feeling again today, I just can't put my finger on what it is though.
Didn't sleep well atall last night, same as every night I suppose, I can't sleep through the whole night without waking up.
Then went shopping with my bf, it went fairly ok but sometimes that weird short of breath feeling, and the this doesn't feel right thoughts blah blah came back! Whats going on with me, it wasn't there all the time, it comes and goes but when it comes I kind of feel like running a million miles away, then other times all I want is him, I'm so confused. He gives me so much love and support, why can't I just give it back. I am finding each day more and more tough I'm getting exhausted tying to fight depression. I was thinking of maybe going to see a psychiatrist privately instead of my councillor?! What do you all think?
Will things EVER get better with my bf, I wish they would cos I feel pysically sick right now becuase of how I feel, I just want to curl up into a ball and die to be honest, but I won't. I won't give up on this. 

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   Posted 4/1/2007 11:45 AM (GMT -6)   

No scotsgirl, dont give up!!!  Your going in the right direction here...I really, really do think you need to seek out an indepandant psychiatrist.  Wonderful idea!!!  You can still see your counselor and see the psychiatrist at the same time...but do look into an appointment with one soon.  I think that is the best option here...keep us posted

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   Posted 4/2/2007 6:37 AM (GMT -6)   
Oh sweetie sorry i haven`t been around to chat to but i just wanted to be by myself .Things at home are ripping me apart and i just don`t know what i`m doing any more .
Sorry you are feeling like this again but i think it`s the anxiety part you are experiencing when you feel short of breath .It`s good to hear you are getting out together hang in there my friend it`s going to take a while and you will have your good days along with the bad ones .Seeing the way your councillor has been i think seeing the psycharitrist is a great move and you may indeed have a better outcome . Will chat soon .
Take care .HUGS

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   Posted 4/2/2007 6:38 AM (GMT -6)   
yes I'm just about to go and phone it I feel NO better today, maybe even worse,i cant stand this anymore.

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   Posted 4/2/2007 6:38 AM (GMT -6)   
Don't let the anxiety and panic attacks take over your life. I do agree that seeing someone different would help you.
And make sure you tell them the symptoms that you are having.
I hope they help.

Stay strong and keep us posted.

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Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia


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