Hi Natalie and welcome to HW
I see you have been diagnosed with depression..wondering if you are taking meds for it? If so, they might need adjusting, and if not - I think you might wanna go back to your doctor again and discuss how you are feeling just now and see if meds are an option to get you thru this rough patch. Counselling/therapy is another helpful tool youmight wanna consider too.
Keep posting and take good care.