Welcome to the board,I am very glad that you found us.
It sounds to me that you are going through a major life change right now. Most of it could be called growing up...sometimes after college people go their different ways. It does not mean they don't want to be friends with you they are just trying to make their own paths and sometimes it really consumes your whole life.
I think it is time to venture out and start doing the things that you enjoy. I bet that if you do you will start meeting people that have the same interests.
What other interests do you have?
And as far as the job,I understand about
not being happy with the ones that you get right away. I am glad this one is working out,but if it doesn't just remember you are young and I am sure have alot of experience,so you are able to shop around.
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