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Date Joined Apr 2007
Total Posts : 5
   Posted 4/25/2007 10:17 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi, I am new here and so glad I found somewhere to go to.  It's hard as you all know when you feel alone in a crowded room. I hate the "look" people give you or the "oh sorry",
I am on celexa for anxiety and depression and am not happy at all with it, I was on paxil before this and between the two have gained about 75 pounds. Which really helps the depression lol. I really just want to feel like me again, I want to look in the mirror and see the person I use to be before I got sick, It would be great to not have the anxiety and depression weighing down everything I do.
Ever notice what you really want to say and what you say are two different things, like if I told people how I really felt or really thought they would think less of me or try and talk me out of my feelings?
As I am typing here I am crying, because I really want to just spill everything out but even here where no one knows me I cant do it.
I am of no threat to myself by any means or any one else, just got a lot of stuff built up and scared to let it all out.....
any one else out there as scared as me? sad
Just need to know I am not alone I guess, been feeling alone lately, I have good days and bad and I think this is a bad one and it seems to be lasting a little longer than usual.
Anyway thanks for listening :-)

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Date Joined Dec 2005
Total Posts : 3036
   Posted 4/26/2007 6:54 AM (GMT -6)   
Welcome to the board,I am very glad that you found us,and I hope that you feel comfortable enough to keep posting.
Believe me you are not alone.
When I first found this site,I spent hours typing and crying. I had never put my feelings out in the open before,and it was a different world that is for sure.
Depression is a hard disease,and it takes it's toll on so many. It is very scary that is for sure.

You are not alone,and as soon as the replies start you will see.

Mod- Depression

Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia

"I am woman,hear me roar one day and cry the next!!!"

New Member

Date Joined Apr 2007
Total Posts : 5
   Posted 4/26/2007 11:19 PM (GMT -6)   
Thanks for listening. I really needed that.
Will post more. talk to you soon.
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