I totally am in the same boat. My symptoms were actually worsened by anti-depressants and my pdoc put me on anti-psychotics for several months. I think they helped, because things seem a little better than they have been in the past.
I do realize that there were things in my life I was not dealing with and what was in my subconscious was coming out in full-blown rage.
Mancy, I hope you will be able to figure out what is making you so upset soon. It can also be symptoms of depression.
"What is life? An illusion, a shadow, a story,
And the greatest good is little enough:
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams."
~ Pedro Calderon de la Barca, Life is a Dream