Welcome back,I was wondering how you were doing.
Wow,ok... I think that if you do not trust your doctor then get a second opinion.
Myself,I would want to be "even" meaning I would give up the highs to get rid of those nasty lows.
That is only what I would do.
Do some research on the med that he wants you to take then go from there.
If you don't want it ask him for something else.
I too understand the eating disorders, I have been healing from anorexia and I am very careful not to get into that mode again. First the first time in my life I actually look healthy..although the whole size difference freaks my mind out big time. I struggle with that everyday. Keep having to tell myself I am healthy for once stop freaking out...
Please stay strong and keep us posted!
Please keep us posted!
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