You know that you may email me when you are in crisis! I don't always check this everyday. Anyway, sweetheart, this is not going to happen over night!! I plead with you to remember my plight and how long it lasted. This is a serious matter and will take awhile to overcome. You MUST maintain your composure and self-control!! I know it is hard, I have been there I want you to remember that.
As far as what people are saying, that will happen, look at it this way, if everyone had good things to say to you, you would not be where you are now! People are going to be cruel and say hurtful things whether they are true or not! For whatever reason, you must prove that the information they are giving is not what you represent!! If bad things are haunting you, overcome them, get the help you need for support both legally and clinically so that you will have a little easier time getting through this.
The main thing I want to express to you though is again, this will not happen over a day, month or maybe even a year but how it turns out depends on you and only you.
You are the focus right now so shine as much as you can!!!! It is hard but a little ray of sun now will ensure a possibility of having alot more sunshine in the future!!
You know I know this!
If you need to email me you know you can.