I saw you posted to me so here I am. Are you employed anywhere
or do you stay home or are you on disability?
IM on disability so IM always at home.
Yes, I work full-time, although for much of my life keeping a full-time job has been difficult. I actually like the work I do, but I hate office life. I'd much rather cozy up by the fire at home with a good book than come deal with office politics, meetings, and deadlines. But then I think, wouldn't most people rather not work? Everyone dreams of winning the lottery so they can tell their boss to stick it, don't they? Or is that mainly the attitude of a depressed person?
Are you on disability for depression or other reasons? Maybe your depression is more severe?
There have been times in my life I didn't have to work for various reason. But that usually makes me feel even more depressed because then I feel like a worthless sack of potatoes.