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Date Joined Apr 2007
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   Posted 5/10/2007 1:21 PM (GMT -6)   
I have been suffering from depression and anxiety for about 5 years or so now. But lately it has gotten a lot worse after finding out last summer about my boyfriend cheating on me for a year. Today was my last final for school and I missed it by a half hour. I walked by the classroom and saw everyone in there and paniced. I was way too embarrased to walk in and have everyone look at me... so theres the 4th class that I have failed this semester. All through high school I hardly ever even got a c. Now I cant even pass 1 class! I wasted this whole semester. I failed every single one of my classes. I feel like such a loser I don't even know what to do. I had started going to a therapist at the beginning of the year and was put on zoloft which really didnt do anything. I went for a few months and just got tired of it. It was too nerve racking to go because of my social anxiety. I feel like I have tried so hard and gotten no where. I dont even know what to do next. I feel so stupid.

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Date Joined Dec 2005
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   Posted 5/10/2007 5:49 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Ajfancy
Welcome to the board,I am very glad that you found us and I hope that you are able to find the support that you are looking for here!
Hippygirl is right,you did not deserve that and I am very sorry it happened.

I suggest that you contact your school counselor and just explain to him/her what is going on with you,you may need to let them know that you have depression and what meds you are taking. I would think that they would be able to help you.

Please keep us posted and stay strong!

Mod- Depression

Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia


"I am woman,hear me roar one day and cry the next!!!"

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