THIS FORUM IS A SIGNIFICANT PART OF MY DAILY ROUTINE. I depend on it to lift my spirits, give me the chance to understand what I may not know or it gives me the chance to find hope in my darkest moments. You guys have even let me rant and rave when I needed to.
There are things in life that we appreciate because we know that those things are put in place for us but yet we still manage to take things for granted. I want to say that there are things, places and people in this life that we should never take for granted no matter what. One day before you know it, they are gone. Special places that mean the most unforgettable memories, people that were here and may have spent every day wanting to hold you or tell you how much they are sorry and want to get back everything that meant anything to them, yes they are alive one day and then before you know it, God takes them from ever being able to hear that you felt the same way.
I have devoted alot of time to this site and have shared many personal things. It is this forum that has allowed me to continue to find the strength in going and hoping for another day.
I am in desperation now, things seem to be spinning out of control, there are only a few things that keep me sane and this forum is one of them. The other may never be and that is the cross I bear probably for the rest of my life.
Healingwell, thank you so much for being here for me.
"An angel in disguise she was, but somehow you fell for her. Until she broke your heart that day, and left you in the rain, but still I love you."
"Faith is knowing you're in control
when your life is falling apart,
Faith is in that quiet assurance
I feel deep within my heart".