I am very sorry that you are going through this.
I too get more depressed at certain times of the year,and wish I could just zap my brain to make it go away..not possible I know.
I miss my kids they are ages 17 and 20,and live with their dad 2 hrs away. They come see me and I go see them but it is so hard to see them have their own lives.
We talk daily,but that is not enough...
I have had to force myself out of the house,doing something like shopping or a nice long walk.
I would not worry about
calling the hot line,they know the signs of whether or not a person is in major trouble or deeply depressed.
Have you been to the doctor? I wonder if they could give you something that you can take during this time of year? And then I would consider counseling...just someone that you can talk too and hear their advice.
Also,post your heart out on here..I promise you will get responses..I will watch for your posts.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
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